I told el I was going to bed over an hour ago and then something took me to youtube and made me rewatch that short story about the gay blind kid and I cried and then I watched all the related videos and got aallll the way back to an Australian drama about a gay kid and I cried in that and I’m just full of feelings at this time of night and cry a lot and thats not manly and I am a man so im gonna go to sleep okay rant over bye.